I've spent all my life trying to find myself.
But now I'm glad to say that I can stop running. Running from the truth, hope and faith that I usually doubt on. I can finally rest my feet, because I know I'm standing on a solid ground.
Why?
Because I'm redeemed. I'm saved. And most of all, I'm loved by the one most powerful being of all-- GOD.
:)
Today is a happy resurrection sunday for everyone. :)
We have overcome, because HE is risen. :) And forever will be.
At the cross
Oh Lord You've searched me
You know my ways
Even when I fail You
I know You love me
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season
I know You love me
I know You love me
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now?
You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know You love me
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now
You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done
And when the earth fades
falls from my eyes
You stand before me
I know You love me
I know You love me
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now
You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done
haven't been blogging.
switched to tumblr. But then I figured, this is the only blog that is pretty much more "private" for me. So I'M BACK.
Just got back from the ALL IN camp from our church, and let me just say, IT WAS AWESOME!:) I'm happy that I got baptized:)
Yesterday, I had a fight with my dad. I was crying my heart out. And who can I run to? No one. Except God. I texted my best friends yesterday, but i only felt neglected. Only one replied, and when I texted back, she didn't anymore.
but as our pastor in our church says. LOVE BELIEVES THE BEST. So that's what I'm believing right now, that's why I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt. Maybe the message was not sent? maybe they did not receive it, maybe they have no load. I don't know. :( I just miss my sisters.
Back to the fight. I realized so many things. It's so sad that things are just revolving around one thing--money. MONEY MONEY MONEY. It's true though that at some point money can control people. But money can't give one little bit of true happiness to anybody. I'm disappointed that this is the kind of world we live in. But what I'm even more disappointed at is the fact that a person in my family is like that, my dad. And even though I'm thankful that he changed compared to his even worse attitudes before, I can't help but feel really awful when he acts like his old self before.
Sometimes I feel so alone. so small. so finite.
like one big giant speckle of nothing.
What is happening to the world? :(
Thank God for hope. And most of all thank God for love.
Amidst everything that is happening right now, I'm happy that God somehow reveals himself to me through people. I read a text message sent to me yesterday. That God is not finished with my daddy yet. And I really hope he isn't. I know my dad still has so much to offer to the world, it's just that he is just blinded by the norm of the world. I still pray for Him.
I also pray for tomorrow. Tomorrow, I'll know the decision of my course. :( in admu. If i do get the slot or not. Where am I really going God? Where are you planting me? Because I'm honestly scared, scared in terms of where my path really is headed. Do i go for what i want or what they want?
